holi holi holi
i'd love to throw some colored powder on some folks today. see everyone drenched in rain and color....
calendar
i love ian's calendars. he makes them wall-sized, encompassing many months. interacting with it gives me a better sense of our timeline. we note all of our happenings - trips, dates, appointments - and we document koruna and marvel's "firsts". looking at it is like walking through time. the current calendar is through june. that means the next one will include the end of the mayan calendar on winter solstice, december 21st.
2012. it's a big year. might as well live it like it's the end of the world as we know it...
american gothic, south austin style. january 2012
we whooped it up again with shana the other day and took the 5th portrait in our american gothic, south austin style series. (our first with marvel.)
this series (which can be seen on my portraits page) was inspired by a random photo that ian and i took of ourselves years ago in anticipation of our travels to india in 2006. (see the last photo at the bottom of the portraits page.) we started the series with shana when i was pregnant with koruna in 2009.
i am always amazed at what shana can capture. a 2-and-a-half-year-old and a 4-month-old ain't exactly easy to corral. i dig the photo below. rooster is sneezing and mars is just DONE.
i hope we hope we get to keep adding to this series until all four of us are old and gray.
i love my family.
work
i walk into my husband's studio every once in a while just to watch him work. i brought marvel in today because i want our son to watch him, too - to see ian's ponderous attention to detail, his meditative patience. it seems to me that ian's work is to closely observe reality and to honor and depict his experience of it. not a bad life's work.
watching ian in the studio this morning made me think about my own work. i (and my partners) have owned herndon heald for 5 years. since starting that business, i've become a wife and a mother of two and i find that each day requires of me a tremendous amount of work.
ian and i have always had a pretty easy relationship - we really get each other. but now that our duo is a quartet, we have to work at things we didn't have to before. i've always heard that marriage and parenting are a lot of work, but i understand that now in a way i didn't before. in this context, i believe the word 'work' holds two different meanings:
it means labor like, "damn, i'm working hard at this..."
and it means achievement like, "wow! great work!"
in the moments when i feel burdened by of all the work of family life - exasperated by each day's seemingly endless chores or the maddening protests of children - I TRY to remember that THIS is my life's work, that loving and caring for these 3 exceptional people might just be my greatest achievement.
and that soothes me.
